This entry was backdated and was actually supposed to be the first post in the blog’s revival.
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Was thinking that it’s far too long since i penned something down [digitally that is].
Sometimes it pains me that I no longer write my journals anymore, but my laziness has crept up with me.
So, deciding to write something; I fired up my MarsEdit from the Dock, and the window automagically brought me to an entry dated sometime back in 2008.
It was this entry here -
I woke up at a quarter to 4 this evening. The main reason was I was having too much of a wonderful life in my dream. I was with a friend at a cafe, when I spotted him. You can call him the man of my dream [obviously :D ] Average Malaysian guy's height and kinda Eurasian looking [although I personally prefer Chinese looking guys xD].
His features were none too memorable. The only vivid thing that I remembered from the encounter was the kiss :D
He was about to go out, and I was about to go back to my friend. Decided to muster enough courage to talk to him, and I did.
Suddenly, without any notice, we were kissing like there were no tomorrow. French Kissing that is. I can feel his tongue exploring mine, and mine exploring his. His thin lips - one of my own favourite *fetish* makes it a bonus.
To me, it lasted forever.
Without a doubt though, when I looked back at this entry, the guy that I was dreaming about was definitely my first love - and my mind was subtly hinting that I should re-connect with him. He was someone that I knew from my high school years. A classmate and one of my best friend.
We kinda lost contact when he went to uni in the land down under, and I went my separate way to a separate isle [pun intended] of Bram Stoker.
As evidenced by my friends who went to the same uni - they [him included] went into 2 extremes. They either became super religious, or super-liberal. Whilst many of my friends took the second route, he unfortunately fell into the former group.
From then on though, I haven’t really found someone :/
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All these first love talk was brought on by a news that I received from a bestie of mine - 일라이.
He ended a 4 year relationship with a girl who was about to become his fiancée (imagine that, engaged to be married?), and started a real relationship with a guy - someone who is quite well-known and popular (I imagine - coz I kinda love the guy :D) in Malaysia’s fashion industry.
I personally love the guy’s work and I can’t believe 일라이 got him as a boyfriend. 일라이 told me that he didn’t know who his boyfriend was when they first met. They're perfect for each other though. Opposites does attract.
And also - one of the definite proof that networking/hook-up sites like Grindr and Gaydar can give rise to a long term relationship. ^^
All in all though - I’m so glad that he’s in a much happier relationship right now, and I hope it’ll remain forever. To me, they’re truly a match made in heaven.
Here’s hoping to me finding one soon, as well - Cheers.
Before that happens, I can mellow in the sounds of the forest and the haunting music from Flo :D
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♫ Seven devils all around you, Seven devils in your house, See I was dead when I woke up this morning, I'll be dead before the day is done ♫ |
♫ Currently playing: No Light, No Light by Florence + The Machine in iTunes ♫
p/s:
1. I can totally imagine myself dancing like a crazy person in a dense forest while belching out Flo's musics. Drumming Song and Seven Devils come to mind - they're absolutely perfect!
2. 일라이 can totally pass as a straight guy coz he's so straight acting. [although I personally hate the term]
