March 26, 2012
5:29 PM
Had classes today without my lil sis. She had to run some errands at her old college.
I went to each one of my classes and I felt ok.
Skip to half four and I felt something churning inside me.
I don’t really intend to be a little whiny bitch but sometimes life really knows how to play with your emotions.
4.29 p.m - I was feeling content. Not happy per se, but not sad nonetheless.
4.30 p.m - I felt like crying. Without a valid reason to. I’m feeling depressed. I’m feeling melancholic. I feel like I wanna run and go escape to somewhere deserted. by technology, by people, by humanity.
5.30 p.m. - I still felt like what I’ve been feeling for the past hour.
As a side note.
Interesting things that I found?
France’s entry to this year’s Eurovision contest - Echo (You and I) by Anggun. Hot song, hot beats, and hot vid!
A Boy to Be Sacrificed - NYTimes.com: “”
TODAY I grow nostalgic for little effeminate Abdellah. He and I share a body, but I no longer remember him. He was innocence. Now I am only intellect. He was naïve. I am clever. He was spontaneous. I am locked in a constant struggle with myself.
(Via This link from the NYTimes..)
I’m ending this post with this link here:
Letters of Note: It will be sunny one day: “”
I’ve found that it’s of some help to think of one’s moods and feelings about the world as being similar to weather: Here are some obvious things about the weather:
It’s real. You can’t change it by wishing it away. If it’s dark and rainy it really is dark and rainy and you can’t alter it. It might be dark and rainy for two weeks in a row.
BUT
It will be sunny one day. It isn’t under one’s control as to when the sun comes out, but come out it will.
One day.
(Via A Letter from Stephen Fry.)
As the ever brilliant Stephen Fry puts it:
ONE DAY!
♫ Currently playing: Echo (You and I) by Anggun in iTunes ♫
