Sometimes, you cant help it and wakes up feeling worse than when you went to sleep.
And this morning, like many other mornings before it; has been one of those days.
Maybe the reality has just hit me and my subconscious within my dreams itself.
Fact is: I woke up feeling like shit.
Went to the loo, brushed my teeth, combed my hair, sat on the toilet and switched on my iTouch and my iBook.
Hit up my Alt. Singer/Songwriter & Indie Rock Genius Mixes and i feel 25% better.
Brought my iBook and iTouch and went to the kitchen/dining room.
Took out müller Raspberry rice from the fridge and left my iBook on the leather couch.
Armed with my Ikea pillow, müller rice, and some nice tunes from Valravn, La Roux, Dangerous Muse, Florence + the Machines and the likes; i went outside towards my verandah; wearing my jammies.
Took 4-5 bites from the delicious müller rice, and realised that it’s far too cold to be out in the verandah; and went back inside. Spring, what spring? It’s still winter according to Messieurs Cloud, Sun, and Wind.
Typed this monstrosity of a journal, and Fever Ray’s Now’s the Only Time I Know blasting through my earphones; and I feel 55% better.
Life has balanced itself.
In the very least, according to my neurons.
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It’s AMAZING how the mechanism in the brain works.
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