Thursday, October 09, 2008

Suicidal Thoughts.

What a thought provoking, emotionally wrapping, and just plain heavy the title is.

I have a vague idea of what I would want to write, but not over the flow of the words.

I know one thing though.

I wanna cry and cry like nothing matters.

I wanna run and run, and then run some more. I wanna run to the deep end of the ocean. I wanna run to the most deserted place in the world. Even then, I wanna run some more.

Committing suicide is not a coward’s choice. It takes a lot to take up one’s life. One would never just jump off a cliff somewhere. One would never just take a gun, point it to one’s head, and shoot. One would never just take some pills or slit one’s wrists. No cowards could do what anyone who commits does.

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Emotions varies.