A Fine Frenzy - Almost Lover
My lil sis just got back from her college for the Hari Raya fest. My only little sis. She’s the only one in my siblings to enter a private college. Spoilt little brat. She really is. Me and my other sisters just got fine without one [private college that is, not education]
Anyhow, I think after about a year and a half contemplating about this, I think I’m finally able to take the last step >> coming out to her. My main reasons are >>
❑ I’m really close to her. She’s kinda like my fag hag [albeit, this one knows not that I’m a homo :D] To say that it’s because we have a narrow age gap is not quite correct as she and I have a 5 years age gap, whereas there’s only 2 year age difference between me and my other sister. We’re just pretty damn close.
❑ We’re already communicating as if I’m out. Yeah. Sometimes, whenever I see a hot guy walking past us; I’d immediately usher her to eye the guy too :D [one of her many replies would be >> “Seen him from miles away. You’re getting old, and loosing your mojo :D” ]
❑ I wanna have a more revealing and more satisfying conversation with her. Things like - “I’m sorry to say, but I don’t think your boyfriend is straight. Just take a look at his friends, with all those tight pants and tight tees, I’d be really surprised if you say he’s straight.”
I’ve been thinking about it, as I’ve said for a year and a half. So, my plan is; to come out to her before I fly back to Athe Cliath in 2 weeks. I’ve been treading the water with her; and I think it’s quite okay. Crossing fingers. Will tell about it later if it all goes out well.
